I know I'm not the only one who feels this way
just some new moon musings I guess
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Like most people, I just experienced an energetic shift. I know it is no coincidence that this has occurred around the New Moon in Gemini.
I did a lot of heavy release work this past week, and the shift was painful before it felt effortless. It felt like I locked into a new part of me seemingly overnight.
Whenever I encounter shifts like this, I find I notice a lot of subtle changes in my external environment that confirms what I’ve experienced. I have found, recently, that I go through deep periods of needing to be completely detached and away from social media.
This can be challenging, as this is where I advertise my business. However, when I do check it, I realize the reason my spirit is so resistant to it. I notice that whenever I go through profound shifts, my algorithm gets a little creepy. It always feels like whenever I rip a hole deeper within myself, something deeper within the world is exposed to me, as well.
None of the information is particularly new to me, it is merely people’s responses to what I am seeing that creeps me out the most. What has been a thorn in my side most recently is people’s response to AI.
While I have stated in previous articles my relative indifference to AI; I think that, like everything else in this world, it comes with positives and negatives, I am concerned by certain commentary I am seeing. I was of the impression that we all generally understood that AI technology has been around for much longer than we have ever been made aware of and has been used against us for quite a while. For most of us, I would say it’s been used our entire lifetimes, we are only now becoming aware of it.
Any technology that we are being handed has been used by the government or people in positions of authority for decades before we are ever given access to it. The things I see people believing online has me questioning a lot, and I realize that is the point.
The shift I most recently experienced was to ground me more deeply into myself. I was grateful to have this mentality as I observed what came up on my feed recently. It has left me with a lot to think about in regard to how this world operates.
I have been called to spend more time in my own energy and in nature. I think what is being revealed next will be an interesting and chaotic wake-up call for many. While I feel a bit of trepidation about the mass psychosis, I believe we are about to experience, I am hopeful it can be navigated effectively.
Everything I have been seeing has been encouraging me to stay in my own lane and keep digging more deeply into my own personal spiritual practices. I am becoming more aware of things that have been bothering me since I was a child and seeing that this was not for no reason.
I am realizing it is very critical at the moment for all of us to be active creators and to be very conscious of the media we are consuming. As a child, it would always confuse me how people would operate the world through the lens of tropes they’d see on TV. It was something that bothered me so much that I ended up deciding in adulthood that I no longer associate with people like that.
That was part of one of my first expansions during one of my awakenings. I thought that would mean I would live a life disconnected from others if I didn’t choose to “fit in” anymore. However, I have since found that it is one of the best decisions I have ever made. I have read books from science fiction authors who would speak about the reality of TV - “tell-a-vision” - and how it was merely mass programming. This confirmed what I would see as a child.
I, like many others, have been faced with people who see an illusion of me before they see the real me based off whatever “vision” was handed to them about how people who look like me are supposed to be. In the past, I have been called a “catfish” by a few dates because they say that the inside doesn’t match the outside when it comes to me.
That never made any sense to me because how could you possibly know me without actually getting to know me? They would be very angry at me for not matching whatever trope they categorized me as in their heads. This has gotten me thinking about how many of us are just out here performing roles that we have subconsciously been absorbing?
With my most recent expansion, I have gotten to thinking this about myself on an even deeper level. I have been questioning my life goals thus far. I believe I wrote an article just yesterday saying I was struggling to feel worthy if my lofty/”impossible” goals had not yet been attained. Today, I am sitting here questioning the validity of my goals. Who actually wants to achieve these goals - me or the role I think I should be playing?
I have been left questioning very existence. I know that the world as we know it is changing rapidly, and we have the ability to shape the future. I am grappling currently with the idea that the future could, and most likely will, look nothing like what I incarnated into. If there is no money, what are my financial goals? Would any of my current goals even exist if the currency system as we know it simply disintegrated?
Then, it gets me to ask myself about how I truly feel about the current state of things. I have long had complaints about the government, etc. (and still do), however, without this opposition, what would I be doing with my time? How would I be educating myself? What would my goals be? Would I even have goals? If not, what does a life without goals look like? What does life without our current programming/system, essentially, look like? If all of this were to just disappear, what would be created next? What would we care about if all of this just disappeared or crumbled?
I think we are about to shift into a reality where we will eventually be facing down these questions. I think we are all coming into a time where we really will be able to shape our own little realities. Much like a cell can divide, I do believe many of us will be splitting from this Earthly reality to create something completely of our own creation. This heavily coincides with a topic I’ve had in mind for a novel, and this may just be my sign to keep drafting it.
All in all, I have felt the pull to dive even more deeply into myself and my creative practices. Much like the “tell-a-vision”, I believe social media is this on a much grander, and thus, dangerous scale. While I am not one for fear mongering because I believe that is a waste of energy, I do think it is important to be conscious of what is happening. AI can create anything. It is easier than ever to lie, and this technology has been around for much longer than any of us will ever realize. The propaganda and illusions have been in the works before we were even born. Everything we are “uncovering” was already planned to be released. It is all part of the production.
Where attention goes, energy flows, and where we are all placing our attention at the moment is more crucial than ever. As I have harped on in many previous articles, with this shift we are experiencing, the most important thing anyone can do is become a creator. I spoke to it regarding financial reasons in my Modern Renaissance article and my other one on Change, but it is much deeper than that. I felt that the average person could at least relate to it for money alone, but I do know that the implications are much deeper.
Every program and reality exist through the energy that is harnessed to uphold it. I find that a great explanation of this exists in the book Astral Projection and the Nature of Reality by John Magnus. This is one of those books that I recommend to everyone, especially my clients. I recommend it to those who want a deeper understanding of how our basic reality works (this book is so much deeper than astral projection and I recommend everyone read it, whether they seek to learn about astral projection or not). I say it contains knowledge that will impact you much on the level of Joe Dispenza but is an easily digestible read, unlike Joe Dispenza’s works. So, if you are looking for deep knowledge that doesn’t read like a textbook, I highly recommend this work by John Magnus. It has completely changed the way I view reality and this Earth plane we all uphold. This text also backs up why I believe many will end up splitting off, as I mentioned in that cellular analogy earlier.
All this goes to say that I believe where we place our attention at the moment will dictate our sanity. Where the internet essentially is the physical manifestation of the collective unconscious, I believe the information that is to be exposed in the times to come will throw many into psychosis. It seems that many are waking up to the notion that “conspiracy theorists” were speaking truth on a lot of things. I think this is only the tip of the iceberg, and everyone will be given the opportunity to essentially fall down the rabbit hole.
This will be dangerous for those with no anchor within themselves. This is why I encourage adopting a creative practice. Not just for the business/tangible skills it offers, but because this is how we dive into ourselves and find our own truths. Those without connection to their inner truth will become lost to something that seeks to harvest their energy. I realize, like I stated earlier, this has been going on for quite some time and is essentially the system we have been upholding. I just think the mental implications will be deeper as people come to understand how controlled we have actually been the entire time. I think this will reveal an even deeper layer that people could become lost or trapped in if they do not have a connection to self.
All in all, I think being an active creator and participant in our world is what maintains sanity. I foresee a collective psychosis, and I know many spiritualists feel the same. Taking the power back is as simple as getting to know yourself in a world that has sought to rob you of this since we incarnated here. Like I said, many people are simply acting out roles of what they think they should be or are merely modelling what they have seen in media their entire lives. I have been examining this within myself when it comes to my goals and how I see life.
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